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late mini review (i HAVE been busy!!!)

I PLEDGE MY ETERNAL LOVE TO LADY GAGA

i thought i've seen everything.. from her initial pant-less debuts, her bold fashion statements, her ah-may-zhing! videos, to her live acts (which i caught in spore ♥), the bloody beautiful VMA performance and now.. HAUS of GAGA in collaboration with Francis Lawrence presents BAD ROMANCE to prove us all wrong.

i honestly believe there is more beyond that ultra catchy rah rah roma maa ah ga ga ooh la la ah- business.. gaga presenting her ideas on feminism, fashion and perhaps her rise to stardom? maybe like an extension from FAME. she really brings artistry to a whole new level babes. every performance is like an event, respek!

"I wanted to design a pair for some of the toughest chicks and some of my girlfriends — don't do this at home! — they used to keep razor blades in the side of their mouths," she explained. "That tough female sprit is something that I want to project. It's meant to be, 'This is my shield, this is my weapon, this is my inner sense of fame, this is my monster.' "

"I wanted somebody with a tremendous understanding of how to make a pop video, because my biggest challenge working with directors is that I am the director and I write the treatments and I get the fashion and I decide what it's about and it's very hard to find directors that will relinquish any sort of input from the artist," she said. "But Francis and I worked together."

and the outfits in this video is ZHNGGGG AWESOME. not surprised she had on the Alexander Mcqueen shoes, knowing gaga they go oh so perfectly together. eccentric, beautiful but crazy (in a good, phenomenal way).

if you haven't seen the video, shame on you!

xxx gaga's lil monster

b'cause when you fall in love with someone, you'd have to be a little stupid somewhere.

how i miss the good times :(
five papers down, four to go. my head feels like theres this lil man inside drilling away the now unnecessary info from my last few papers... eh UN and environment was totally wtf-luh. sorry if what i'm saying isn't making sense to my msian readers. i promise exciting reads after A's! cause really, right now its just books. books. more books. and sometimes some fab shoes.
ok dokes. tonight i will slack, just because i said so. xxx

this has got to stop!

what is with this obsession with shuzzzz sia. totally hit me in the face like whambamthankyoumam!!!
anyways, stumbled upon some fabulous heels! platforms, ribbons, sequins and fuck me colours! man, what more can a girl ask for ?!?!?!? defo looking forward a pair of well earned iron fist♥ for my birthday, yum yum hint hint. aih but truthfully, i'm not as radical with my outfits in reality! guilty of favouring comfort over style a couple of times, hee hee. nonetheless.. here are a few of my favouritesssss



i love love love it when the insoles are just as pretty! :O sigh, soon i shall own at least a pair, the problem might just be me plucking enough courage to actually wear them out! i've been bingeing on shoes like kkkrazy lately, two pairs of killer wedges from a korean spree arriving soon, oh can't wait! ♥ ♥
heh, i just realized my blog's not really boy-friendly. ohwell, nap and then more international history. hang on tight, loves! xxx

After showering I walked out of the bathroom but didn't notice my mom standing at the doorway. when I did I totally screamed like a horror moviestar, turned back and slammed face first into my bathroom door with all the econs notes stuck on it. butt naked. mom just stood there laughing @ my naked ass.. omg so traumatizing! but I still gotta admit it was pretty funny ha ha

gp tmr. press on guys! :)

A levels : do or die?

my mother bought me a thomas sabo charm for luck, a single pearl with a lil disc with the barbie silhouette in pink enamel. super adore it! and she actually called desmond for his opinion :) i feel loved yet still ever more afraid. i try not to think as this being a make or break situation 'cause i know its really not. there are so many more other opportunities out there.. so don't panic don't panic don't panic. in case you guys haven't notice, i'm really talking to myself. i think i'm going nuts. whatever, so long as i can remember. omg REMEMBER. i rrly hate the fact that its all counting down to this ONE exam, like 100% banking on the A's results so even if i got straight A's throughout my 2 years in innova it'll really count for naught. what a stupid system. fuck. fuckfuckfuck ok this is me dying can't breathe, mental breakdown etc etc
scratch all of that.
all the best guys, it's really just another exam. :S

new beginnings are something to look forward to, right?

supar bedazzled my phone! pretty not? its much more sparkly in reality tho, and it only cost me like 15 bucks. ringgit!

i have this sudden obsession with shoes. it is exceedingly unhealthy. shoes were never rrly my favourite accessory, i was usually more of a bag person. i feel a fire stoking in my pocket. tsk tsk! on a side note, i bought the fiercest leotard today ♥! it also took me close to an hour to pick out a pair of shorts, sorry evedabomb hee hee sometimes i feel like the world's biggest fickle pickle..

ok dokes then, a few winners and i'm back to the books. xxx

the last lap

this is really the worst time to get twitter, i feel like a total slacker and/or failure. another day with nothing done. damn i really need to whip my shit together but everyday i feel so discouraged and unmotivated and somehow even with the minimal amount of work i'm work, stressed. arg, how i wish.. i picked something else two years ago, anything. then again i know i've already made my choice, and i know making excuses about the past will just get me another unproductive day... i think i might just quit playing victim for the next month and get going. god knows even i'm tired of coming up with stories to justify my lack of discipline. thanks for all the support guys, you know who y'all are ♥

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its back to basics with the boyfriend, but why do i feel like this time it's different?